Smote on d door .... and there is misery again !!!

I don't comprehend why everytime my life appears to be in good shape......there is alwayz 'woe' knocking on my door....forcing me to once again sadden my soul....compelling me towards grief once again.This isn't something unusual coz it happens to everybody and that is a part of life.But everytime this thing happens and I stand at the ingression with the door wide open I'm always surprised to see that 'Woe' has brought his companions along with it.They rush in with joy.....which is a factor I long for in those dubious moments where I stand dazed checking myself out........... brooding over the plight I'm put in.....How was I few moments ere ? How I am forced to metamorphose in a blink ? How fickle life is ???
There is hardly anything I can do in such a situation except to pretend -"I'm as normal as I was the day before". This grief then shatters my soul .......They party out at my place and I'm annihilated......I find myself perished eventually .......!!!!
Y does that happen to me ??? Does that happen to everyone ?? Do they feel the same way when grief comes in unannounced ?? I ponder over this fact and all I can gain is exactly 'nothing'......I come up with exactly no solution.....I'm still impelled towards the door .....it could be anybody afterall......!!!!!

Time Bound

Its hard 2 fathom Y everything on dis planet is so time bound. Y can't we put as much time as we wish to, in a work we r allotted ? Whenever der is a job Y is it so dat we've 2 complete in a given amount of time. Y can't we simply take whatever time d work requires and also d tym we desire 2 complete d job provided we r cool wid it ?
It is really a fact 2 brood upon wid 1 possible explanation. The fact elucidates dat we've 2 die in the end. Our life span's fixed and hence if a person takes his time always in completing a job then probably he'd b discovering one day dat his life has ended quite early and dat his life span has shortened itself up.Hence the jobs in our life are all time bound.It makes a man out of us. To be punctual, to be agile...............and to be regular as well manifests the positive nature in a person.Everybody admires such a person coz it gives one a good picture entailing that person of how much lively his life might be if he's so punctual at everything.
2 b and 2 stay as a good human being is something which is required everywhere and dat is y everything is time bound.

2 Ways

I don't know why there has always been 2 ways leading at 2 different places in my life. There has been stages when I'm required to choose between the 2 and making the condition much formidable is the precedence that both of them retain. At such stages I've generally gone for both of the ways at the same time and that had caused me to pay. One cannot be at two places at the same time. Be it be the choice between two subjects Maths or Bio...........Be it be a choice between further studies and joining the University at the same time.........They 've always forced me 2 pay and I've lamented over it once I've gone through the path.
I don't want such paths to open up out of the blue in front of me thus stupefying me .......controlling me into choosing both .........where I fail to point out which one's a better one. I'ven't encountered ever since a situation thus again but even if I did come across the scenario I might not 've recognised it and simply, probably, might 've chosen the best.